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177 days ago
来来往往，重蹈覆辙........真实到底是什么呢？善意的谎言还是恶意的相对？ 行尸走肉的我反反复复的在这个深夜反复的想着....... 有人说人生是一场梦，怎么都醒不过来。早知道是这样，如梦一场，我又何必把泪锁在自己的眼眶？ 如果人生是一场梦，我真的好想从中苏醒过来。 一根又一根，一根又一根，一根又一根，一根又一根.........................委屈了自己实现别人的梦想。 我能原谅荒唐，荒唐的是我无法遗忘。 就让这场梦做下去吧。 愿........缘......圆.......怨。 句号停留在哪里比较好呢....... 这样的日子还剩下多少，以不重要。
412 days ago
My mice eat so fast, but grow slow. I really hope they can grow fatter, so once day my pythons can lay eggs. I really want to save money save money save money save money...................... So much activities, so much out dinners, so much money spent. When can I save up money= =......dude you need to save up......or else work means nothing at all. I really hope I had a real kitchen, so I can cook at home. I really hope my sink is not broken, so I can wash my dishes easier. I really hope I had big nice windows, so I can have some fresh air all the time. I really hope I live in a actual building= =.........lol.... So funny, people who never lived in a basement can never feel the way I feel. I wanna move out!!!!!!! GRrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
446 days ago
好久沒病了。 發現自己的白頭發多了好多，也不知道平時到底在想什麽。漸漸的再次想起從前。縂覺得自己很脆弱，很難成爲一個可以把你抱在懷裏而又無時無刻給你安全感的人。空空的。 一切就好像發生在沒多久以前，是那麽的清晰。可是在清晰的後面又有一層朦朧而醜陋的布將兩者分開。當我看到清晰時，我仿佛又再一次的被深深的滿足著。可是不知道爲什麽，那一層布縂讓我不舒服，不快樂，不想再去想她。一切變得不美滿，不幸福，不好看。 如何去面對明天總是在我腦海裏打轉。書沒讀好，錢也沒存，每天還是帶著我那些重重的朋友們走著，總是在想什麽時候能讓自己健康的活著。 終于發現，沒有任何的東西可以麻痹自己，留下的永遠是空的，虛的跟難抉擇的。到底過去的生活給了我什麽？功課？教訓？還是萬無一失而又讓我覺得廢棄了的虛幻的影像？ 完美的定義到底是什麽？ 想了又想，想了又想，想了又想，想了又想，想了又想，想了又想，想了又想，想到了麽？ 想再一次的放下。想再一次的拿起來。想再一次的愛下去。 過去是用彌補來定義的麽？ 還是過去根本不存在...................
487 days ago
Used to get into fights with people who I don't like or my friends don't like, and used to like it a lot for the excitement. High school was always kind of fun for me, liked every part of it even though I got into troubles and sometimes a lot of pain. Realized that I am taking responsibilities and nothing else is more important than now and the future. Things just don't work the way they used to be anymore, and I think after everything that happened, it shaped me into someone who actually think more than do. Gladly I'm still here typing. Only God can change others, not people. I think I fully understand it now. Sometimes the precious thing is so close, can't even run away from it.
645 days ago
Verse 1: He is jealous for me, Loves like a hurricane, I am a tree, Bending beneath the weight of his wind and mercy. When all of a sudden, I am unaware of these afflictions eclipsed by glory, And I realise just how beautiful You are, And how great Your affections are for me. Pre-Chorus: And oh, how He loves us so, Oh how He loves us, How He loves us so Chorus 1: Yeah, He loves us, Oh how He loves us, Oh how He loves us, Oh how He loves. Yeah, He loves us, Oh how He loves us, Oh how He loves us, Oh how He loves. Verse 2: We are His portion and He is our prize, Drawn to redemption by the grace in His eyes, If grace is an ocean, we’re all sinking. So Heaven meets earth like a sloppy wet kiss, And the heart turns violently inside of my chest, I don’t have time to maintain these regrets, When I think about, the way… Chorus 2: He loves us, Oh how He loves us, Oh how He loves us, Oh how He loves. Yeah, He loves us, Oh how He loves us, Oh how He ...
