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36 days ago
Feel sooooooooooo unlucky.. why me? why ONLY me?? what am i going to do now? it's like suddenly you are lost...u don't know what's ahead of you, you don't know what you should do. Then you start to be nervous...what's next? what you have to do next?? so stressful............and so sad......... i really don't know what to do...no confidence , no hope, no future....Is this a test? then why test on ME????? shit!
37 days ago
Sigh... life would be better if everybody support you. But, things never be as smooth as you wish... There are times when you are so confuse...How can someone you care do such thing to you, or have such idea..that make u feel like vomiting... Can't they understand, what they think is good for me might not be good for me...come on, who knows what future will be? Can they support what i am doing? or even have some faith on me?? soo sick...
105 days ago
it's either i m old or msn space is not user friendly....shit! feel so hard to log into here! sigh....
130 days ago
wow...my last entry is on January,and it's July now. 6 months...i didn't even think of logging in and update anything..hmm...ashame of myself. ok, from now on, i have to start blogging again..at least 1 entry per month, to make a "history" of my own, haha..who knows, 10 or 20 yrs later, every single stuff that i blog will be something very special in my life. 1st thing i wanna blog is " i did it ! " Although it's a beginning, but at least i am doing it. yeah...finally i am doing something i wanted to do. and i hope by next year i will be able to test my ability..how far i can go..am i the one ? the creator or the follower.
329 days ago
stop complaining...it won't bring u anywhere unless u do something...like "Escape" yeah, that's what you have to do, escape from hell! it's too tiring to complain...anyway, things never change even if you complain everyday...and at the end what you get? more stress & unhappy...like living in hell for the shake of money! why u still stay on when u tell everyone "it's not a job for human being" ...101 reasons...too busy to search for another job, the economy is bad, can't find a better job, blah blah blah...never ending reasons. and why u wanna complain when u urself choose to stay on?? ok, tell me what u want? to stay on or to find a way out of here? everything is under your hand, you are the one who determine what's your future. Be patient., that's the 1st thing you should do. Next, think....and plan your way out of this hell. it might not be instant escape, but at least....u are doing something, something for your own good.
