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1458 days ago
i haven't written in here in awhile. i'm too busy on my other blog. i was just looking at my workcamp pictures. i freakin miss everyone! lol. i especially miss the summer. i'm not a big fan of winter. it's just way too cold. i like the fact that christmas is coming. i sliced my finger today at work. now it is killing me. i don't know what to say! haha. well. i think i'm done ciao
1514 days ago
this song explains everything that i am feeling towards a number of people in my life right now. it's complicated, but i wish that i had enough courage to confront those people. its just extremely hard; to watch a person you love so much, go through so much "unconcious" pain, and you can't do anything to help them. these people need to realize that God is going to be with them no matter what, but they need to change their devious ways, and let God take. They can't fight their "unconcious" pain on their own, there is a greater power that will do that for them. God loves them so much, and so do I, and for me, I need to be a vessel for God to those people who are suffering. Its really confusing, and i wish that i could straighten things out. What i need is strength. if you can, take a chance to check out this song. it's amazing. "Here I Go Again" by Casting Crowns Father, hear my prayer I need the perfect words Words that he will hear ...
1520 days ago
so this weekend was supposed to be awesome. and in parts, it was. friday i hung out with jacky and steph, we went to ludington and did absolutely nothing, and we went to applebees and ate until we could eat no more. we came home, and i knew jena was pissed. i can just tell these things. then i went down to gliks, spent some money, too much maybe, and went to the game. mhs won. maegen doyen won queen and cameron umlauf won king. it was cute. i stayed the night at jena's along with jacky. we talked half the night. we were being obnoxious and annoying. haha. it's our specialty. we all decided we need a change. jacky's going more along the lines of clothing. jena and i are more along the lines of lifestyle. i've come to a conclusion. i need to go to a university. lol saturday was awesome. i was supposed to go to a thousand foot krutch concert, and i was psyched to go. we left around four in the afternoon. we got all ready and "concert hot," and we got ...
1523 days ago
summer's gone. my feet are freezing! i miss having warm feet. haha. i was looking at my pictures from workcamp. that makes me miss summer even more. i haven't talked to any of the people that i met at workcamp in a long time. i haven't talked to aaron for at least a month. john...lets not go there...and kyle...KYLE! he's a cool kid. i don't have any pictures of him though. and ben...he's awesome too. i wish i could go back and change some of the things that i have done this summer. i would of definitely not got to traverse as much as i did. stupid mark. he doesn't talk to me no more either. jerk. i'll just have to go down to central and visit him and justine. i wanted to do that this weekend, but justine's coming up i guess. i don't know. i still have yet to talk to her. i probably would of prepared for college a lot better, and worked a little more. i think i should of renewed myself. i need to get back on the track of life. my train has jumped the track, and it's taken awhile ...
1524 days ago
schools becoming a pain in my ass . i hate getting up in the morning. when i wake up, i look forward to getting back in bed and sleeping. that sounds absolutely pathetic. i bought the new SWITCHFOOT cd yesterday when i hung out in ludington after class. and i'm loooovin' it! i went to walmart. haha. i practically live there. i bought some candy corn also for the movies. i went and saw FLIGHTPLAN with jacky and jason . there's nothing like being the third wheel . it should be a profession, because Lord knows i could make it one. i need a change in my life... i'm so glad though that i get a four day weekend. i don't have to work starting friday, and thursday i just have class. :) that puts a smile on my face. saturday jena and i are hopefully going to the Thousand Foot Krutch concert in grandville. awesomely wicked . i can't wait. justine's going too, but i haven't conversed with her yet on exactly what's going down. ...
