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374 days ago
How long has it been? Long enough to forget how to post pictures!!
633 days ago
At least I can say school is going smoothly. I maybe burning the midnight oil at work doing it half the time but it gets done as well as totally keeps me motivated as I am just fascinated by it and learning way too much for my brain to hold, I swear! With that said.....the countdown begins as my last offical day at work is the 14th; I was informed weeks ago that I was getting replaced by a security system. [meh!] It really wasn't all that surprising since the enire company is being "restructured", which means they don't really know what the hell they are doing until they find someone to fluck it all up more than it really is. Somehow they can warrant promotions and title changes for management that basically do more work with the same pay, at the same time lay off dozens of workers. I've watched so many good guys get their walking papers in the last month that the rest feel they are on borrowed time as well. Morale is low and I am kinda glad to get out of there before ...
650 days ago
You may prepare yourself for times that you are coming but it is a whole other thing when it arrives and you are forced to react-----and there is nothing left. When all you remember is the ridicule, knit-picking and judgement when there shouldn't have been any. I can't find much in myself to give into grief when all I remember are the things that were said or done/not done that crushed me in the past. When you think you've made a positve contribution in life, in general but only to find that you should've done it differently. I can't say it is relief, I can't say it is saddness, maybe it is still shock. But it does seem the rollercoaster ride I have been on with my mother finally derailed. We had too little time to arrange with our work, as Roomie was determined to go with, and book flights to B.C. in efforts to get to there in time but alas, she would've responded that I must not have done that right or quickly enough. As her stubbornness and rigidity didn't stop her from passing on ...
