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9 days ago
i should back up my files, pictures, music, videos. i have two hard drives that i entrust to keep my history safe. but i know better. its too bad relationships cant have backups. safety nets for the times when things go to shit. just reload to the last known good time. or something.
11 days ago
no story books no snacks with milk just depression loneliness and a cat that wont stop meowing
16 days ago
matt and i are over. this is not airing dirty laundry. this is my filthy head. getting rid of guilt that has no right to be there. i love him to death. but thats where we're heading if we stay together. he says im cheap. he resents me. he says all he tries to do is make me happy. he thinks everything he does is a favour to someone. he is blind to how the world is. i can not live with these ups and downs. the finite infinites. i give so much and more is taken. and hes the victim.
66 days ago
hey! wanna do something fun? i knew you'd say yes! well then, have i got an activity for you!!! it's this new game (the latest release is on my bed right now!) tsktsk. no dirty thoughts, you perv. it's called STS however sometimes it is referred to as FTP so are you in? ok! see you soon! . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ok.ok.ok. i'll tell you STS is <Sort The Socks> ...
123 days ago
so i went to soundwave afterall. and had a good time. with matt. and chisai. and lots of friends. i fixed the kayak when i got back. and saw some fireworks from sea level. the lightening and fireworks show was seen from land. it was surreal. chisai has stopped puking. i go to the beach almost every day. my van is almost done. and thats that.
