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1036 days ago
good bye.... You left, you left me standing and wondering I never said goodbye because I always believed that you would be back, I still hope sometimes that the door will open and you will walk through and hold me like you did the first day, I need to say goodbye and remember but not hold on... I was hurt but now realize that I shouldn't have to prove to someone that I am the best choice to be with. as with everything you learn form your mistakes and that sometimes the best things are the ones that you have to let go of. Everyday I have missed you I have wondered why things happen the way they do... I am sorry that things didn't work out the way they we wanted them too. Really though deal with what you need to and maybe you will see what you need to see. I have so much to tell you. Telle's hockey, my work, the good times the bad times I could always talk to you about it. You know me like you know yourself. I know that when I ever see ya i won't know what to ...
1047 days ago
its 2007 crazy shit.. hope this year brings some changes but then again you have to do something to make changes happen. They just don't take place by themselves. 3 things that i want to work on this year are 1) getting my house fixed up 2) getting my credit straight and 3) buying a car. pretty big things but pretty life impacting. I would like to buy a new car but since its the first car of my life it probaly won't be brand new. Thinking about a lancer or a focus. Finally got Telle's room painted its hot pink and blue trim. I wnat to paint mine purple and don't knwo what color trim to have .... Plan on bloggin more to.. Later Days ppl
1169 days ago
If you hold on to something to much and to strong does slip away. Sometimes it feels that I am lost in this world and confused. Why is it that something so right is so far away. Never felt this good in my life about something and even though its the way its suppose to be its still not the way its gonna be . Not to long now? The plans that we have made. Sitting on the deck fires inthe yard who cares if its November... It will be all good right? Everything with you has been good. Sitting Waiting Wishing.. ..
1183 days ago
Is it just me? Or is it you too? All of my thoughts Lead back to you It's all really strange And even unreal Everything I go through I know that you feel I know sometimes it's hard But we go together so well Please let's not let this Turn into a Hell But I miss out jokes Your playful smile Your caring words Yet careless style What would you do If I fell in a heap Would you protect me And just let me sleep? That would be amazing Asleep in your arms Away from the hype And the world's false alarms Can we please keep trying? Cause I wouldn't know what to do And you have no idea How much I miss you...
1197 days ago
Things in my life and at my house are great... for the first time in a long time I am happy and at peace. It is a good feeling. There are things that need to take place for it to be compleate but even still its a good thing there is a plan in place.... Once I go I never look back. Once things get bad I walk away... not that hard to keep me....
