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11 days ago
Finally, I understand that why I always have nightmares. In my dreams, I am always escaping, trying to run away from something, or murdering people. I need to run away from the married men, the indecisive men, the Can-not-make-it men, the men who don't know what they want, and the men who know what they want but I am not part of their future plan. Please don't waste my time any more if you don't treat me seriously or respect me. If you liked it then you should have put a ring on it If you liked it then you shoulda put a ring on it Don't be mad once you see that he want it If you liked it then you shoulda put a ring on it I got gloss on my lips, a man on my hips Got me tighter in my Dereon jeans Acting up, drink in my cup I can care less what you think I need no permission, did I mention Don't pay him any attention Cause you had your turn and now you gonna learn What it really feels like to miss me Cause if you liked it then you should have put a ring on it If you liked it ...
24 days ago
I just wish life is really simple so that I don't need to worry too much. Too many possibilities to compute, too many confusions to clarify. If love is a razor that leaves everyone's soul to bleed, can I stay away from it?? hmm.. Far far away. Sometimes I wish there is a bullet-proof jacket for love, so we all don't get hurt for loving wholeheartedly. Enough of naive thoughts. and come back to the reality, girl! Work has been quite a big mass recently, a lot of changes, a lot of friends leaving. Everyone is worried about his future career advancement, and everyone is sourcing for the best opportunities available. I stand still, feeling lost and slack about what I really want in terms of career. Maybe I have grown less ambitious over the years. All I want now is just a happy family with a lot of lovely kids; a stable income that feeds my kids well; and a job without much OT so that it does not hinder me from meeting my dear friends and babes. Oh, maybe I am asking too much too. ...
31 days ago
在你离开的第一个晚上失眠了。我控制自己的思念，默默承受着。我也不是18岁的女孩，也知道这样的情绪只不过是一朝一夕。可是，我还是这样不自觉的慢慢陷进去。忘了自己的存在，忘了现实的残酷。 是否今生愿意，陪我一阵。横竖你也是得一个人。 'Have you fallen in love before?' 'Fallen in love means you want to see him everyday; you want to talk to him every minute'. You are like the massive black hole, that sucks everything in including me. It's the first time I feel such an enormous gravity pull.
48 days ago
好久没有写了。只是不想纪录自己萎靡不振的心情。生命的意义已经演化成了工作的烦琐和遇到形形色色不顺利的人和事。 然而生命有别于生存，我想写下一页宏伟的历史篇章，却默默的被时间的流水腐蚀了棱角。安逸的生活，只让我在自己狭隘的空间更加彷徨。如果你看的到人生的终点，你能够预知以后的每一条路，你还会起跑加速吗？ 身边的朋友，诸多亦陷在这样的惶恐中。故乡，那个永远回不去的地方，已经在记忆中越走越远。我们承载着如何的信念，如何的压抑，蔓无目的的流浪着。
93 days ago
记忆中，每每送我去机场的男人，都不会去机场接我回来。 无论我在家逗留多久，少至两个礼拜，多达三个月。 我总是会一个人孤单的走出新加坡的arrival hall。 就如同每年的生日，我都会害怕如２１岁生日般凄惨。 仿佛命运已在我身上种下了一个又一个的魔咒， 而我也该放弃挣扎了。 亲朋好友说你应该多装扮自己这样才能吸引异性。 是否人一辈子只为追求一张梦寐以求的容颜？ 我真的没有想到在完成学业，工作顺利的当儿， 却要背负起下一个包袱。 生活啊，你放过我吧，我真的喘不过气来。
