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717 days ago

Well after a long, long time of nothing. I have decided to write something, not just because I am bored sitting in a Super 8 motel in the northern city of Fort Nelson. Though that’s a big reason, but I also started reading old chat logs from about this time last year. And they reminded me on how much I enjoyed writing these short little blogs that only really meant anything to me. Haha. Now I am in quite a different state of mind altogether then I was a year ago. One year ago, give or take a little bit I was stuck in a rut that was so deep I didn’t know if I would ever get out of it. I kind of drank way to much, even though I never spent barely anything, due to a over zealous and ridiculously rich friend. And I didn’t care about my job at all, and in the end didn’t stick around that long. I am proud to say that time in my life is over and a long ways behind me, due to the fact that I met an amazing girl that turned my life around for the better. Her attitude on life drew me in like ...

A Thought,

1029 days ago

A word, a thought, a feeling. These three things if used appropriately, and at the right time can start a conversation that can last a lifetime. This is a statement that is quite often put aside, and forgotten. And not because no one cares about it, but just that it really is just forgotten... How can one word start a conversation? Well some would say that this is easy, but would that conversation be worthwhile, or just a way to waste time waiting for something else to come along. The one word that I am thinking of would all depend on the thought that came before the word in question. And if the feelings behind that word in question were truly meant at all. Now.. A question arises from this little rambling of mine. Can a word spoken from a person have meaning it there wasn't any feelings or thought put behind it to begin with? Its all kind of confusing, and seems trivial, but it crossed my mind as I laid on my bed falling in and out of concrescence listening to music this evening. ...

Short & Super Late

1050 days ago

Haven't written for such a long time, thought it would be appropriate that I put something down. Christams was great, New years was even better. Lots of food, Drinks, and Friends and Family. It was almost a good time to lose my job, even though it was during the holiday season, and I couldn't do for everyone what I really wanted to. But it gave me time to Reflect.. Find new meaning and just be around people that I care about. Thats all I have for now This week I am going to actrually sit down And write something cause theres lots ideas I wanna write about. Quote of the day: However far you go pass me in science, I will always pass you on the road ____*Insert Name*

Just Lost...

1080 days ago

Well... I lost my Phone, Lost my Job, and now I have lost all perspective on my goals in life. I am just kind of lost in my own undoing. I was told that I didn't give enough heart into what I was doing. Well then, give me something that I love, and I will give everything I have. Give me something I don't thoroughly enjoy and will give a lackluster attempt. Is it even possible to give 100 percent to everything you do? Maybe for some, but if the love for something isn’t' there, neither is the heart. These would be considered the same in most cases, but in my situation they are in different rooms. With conjoining doors, that can only be opened with the right set of keys. These keys seem to have been missing for quite a while... I think today will be set aside for re-examining what I want to do in life. Trying to figure out where I want to be in 6 months, or 1 year, or even 5-10 years from now. What Do I want to be? That’s got to be the hardest question to answer. I thought I had it ...

My Plea!

1083 days ago

Does everyone out there have that special person? I sure hope so... But if they don't I sure hope they know who they want it to be. I send out a plea to everyone out there to not hold back on what your feeling. You only have one chance at life to get things right, or attempt to make them right. After that one chance it could be a long time before another one arrives, and regrets are not a thing worth living though. Even if that person may not feel the same way, their is no way of knowing if you don't take the risk and put yourself out there. If anything, your gesture could put a smile that someone’s face knowing that someone feels that way about them. It could hurt at first if the feelings are not mutual, but at least you would know the truth, Which will end up easing the pain in the end. 1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you ...