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20 days ago
I'm gonna make a change, for once in my life... It's gonna feel real good, gonna make a difference, gonna make it right... I guess that MJ is a name known by everyone. 'This Is It', preparing for the show, suddenly recalled me the reason why MJ stays as the king of pop forever. He has got his music, typically issued with his soul, that always bring power to people. One can certainly get impressed by some rock 'n' roll rhythm or some beautiful melody, however, for being memorized in the pop history, MJ managed it just using what he called 'love', or, say, a pure attitude. That's it, that is it... I feel that I should start with the man in the mirror, or perhaps I have already started. Anyway, I always try to make things better, and I guess that is the reason why I am here on this planet, ha... Just get the motivation and move on the way. I'm starting with the man in the mirror. I'm asking him to change his ways. And no message could have been any clearer. If you wanna make ...
37 days ago
本来想删掉8月31号发表的那篇日志，后来一琢磨，我干嘛要删掉，底下还有那么多留言做实证呢呵呵。。两三天了，我是得总结总结了，省的大家看人看走眼。。 别跟我说什么本命年这种宿命理论，不好使，面对事实什么借口都是荒诞。也懒得点名道姓，她，一个多么“聪明伶俐”“清纯可爱”“善解人意”的好女孩，能做出如此纯粹的背叛。。这段时间，我一直都在被蒙蔽，或者说所有人都在被蒙蔽。。星期一晚上，她不面对我，让身边的所谓前男友跟我在Q上通告这荒谬的事情，我又不是傻子，呵呵，说话的方式也想蒙蔽我？！最后让我打电话，当然打了，当然是那男的先说话，上来第一句，也不知道是自以为自己说话很绅士还是怎么着，镇定地说：“我们原来就在一起，我们已经发生过XX了”。。打出这句话我都觉得恶心。。咱在湖北汽车工业学院住了18年，也不能说汽院的学生不好，但是各路货色还是应有尽有的，他这什么话语，后面说的我都懒得讲，还说什么公平竞争，ridiculous，我跟他竞争？比赛级别是不是低了点。。还是听到她本人的声音了，别说，怎么听怎么楚楚可怜，向来如此，听过的人都了解，也没说出什么所以然，个人感觉呗，自私呗，对不起呗。。我还真是挺心疼我情急之下用手机打的国际长途话费的，也罢，我也做到诚恳，还好对方手机没电了。。而且我呢，恰好要出门，去哪呢，一个很好的餐馆，我们组欢迎来访人士聚餐，你说说我咋么个心情，还不是得强颜欢笑。。本着我最好的朋友身上我最佩服的优点，我争取不要让自己的心情影响别人，少说话多喝红酒呗，只可惜演技不佳，还是让我们组善于观察的一位大姐发现了我的不对劲，还是让我说出了一个小时前的事情。。我嘛也就笑一笑说了，大家cheers，我还好呵呵。。 ...
89 days ago
Perhaps you know that there was a movie '21' more than one year ago. It is sort of interesting to put on a number as title, so that using my age should be reasonable. 24 years old, actually alomost, ox year again in our lunar calendar, is supposed to be important for me, and now I think it is, and even abnormal. Before I turned up to this ox year, I got a PhD position as I hoped and as my family hoped. Well, this is kind of natural although life always has the tendency to put us into trouble. I lost, a lot, during the last two years, especially emotional, which is perhaps due to the 8000 kilometers distance and the cluster of feeling that home can never be that precious. From my childhood, I started losing things that I supposed to have. I am lucky to obtain something complementary however I could not stop myself from keeping on losing. One certainly loses things but for a perfectionist it would be much more difficult to prevent suffering from losing. I confess, that I lay my force of ...
289 days ago
晚上在迅雷上看了2月10号的锵锵三人行~有点感触~主要话题是医疗保障问题~那几个例子真是。。一小女孩发现爸爸得了肝癌~其实已经扩散了~可是她还是天真地吃了200片安眠药自杀要把肝移植给爸爸。。汕头一孩子得了感冒~家里穷~要家长出去借10块钱买感冒药~爸妈为了谁去借这10块钱吵得不可开交~孩子不堪压力用红领巾上吊自杀。。村里一对夫妻~丈夫染上血吸虫病和乙肝~不能干重活~看不起病~妻子干活后来得了椎间盘突出也不能干重活了~后来甚至发现孩子也染上乙肝~为了把积蓄都留给孩子治病~夫妻俩相拥投河自杀。。在咱国~一大半人得了大病几乎就意味着等死~家庭也得分崩离析。。扩大内需~说得响亮~医疗教育这样的状况~谁敢花钱。。说到医疗和社会保障~至少锵锵三人行这个节目~每次无一例外地都要提到所谓“人间天堂”也就是北欧~这次没举瑞典的例子~说的芬兰~不过也大同小异~资本主义的生产~社会主义的分配~高水平的停滞~这些词我现在也都是感同身受了~虽然我没去过医院~因为保持健康很重要嘛呵呵~可是完整的医疗保障是随时陪伴在周围的~在这里生孩子~设备先进~照顾周到~所有的开销政府买单~长达一年半的自由带薪假。。说实在的~我遇过的很多来自世界各地的人都在琢磨为什么会愿意呆在这么个冬天又冷又黑人又少又无聊地方又小的国家呢~仔细琢磨琢磨~就是那种感觉~自由安全无忧无虑。。我并非成长在这里~不是来自这里的文化~希望咱国变得越来越舒适~不要再有那么多民不聊生的现象咯。。 P.S. 国内大新闻我晚了一点才知道。。哎。。分享一下。。 貌似死了一个消防员~自己烧自己~自作孽不可活。。
