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5 hours ago
Today is 27th Nov, 2009 要不是大欢在我的space留言，我几乎都忘记了它的存在。。。 也好, 上来写点东西, 总比空着强。。。 好像离上次update得有一年多了吧，记得无数次地上来写了点东西，但后来也是很没意思地又delete掉。。 想着这次上来继续用英语来写，装骚一下，但是真的是没有胆量，更是无能为力了现在。。。 这不是我要的结果。。。我知道。。。 想着这次上来想到什么写什么，甚至刚在在超市买鸡蛋的时候就已经想好写什么了，然后写了又被Backspace掉了 唉。。。有点无奈 想着这次写能写点积极的东西，省得别人都以为我的space是来发泄怨气的， 结果呢。。。你们可以读出来。。。 但无论如何，我进步了，因为写了，可能是因为生活开始往我想象中的方向改变了吧。。。 看了两年前24岁生日前写的东西，忽然觉得有点幼稚，但却很向往。 怀念Soton，因为在那里的时光真的很快乐（起码与现在比较）无忧（除了Exams） 也怀念24，因为那会儿起码可以跟别人说我还是20出头，但现在，26，四舍五入，整一个三张的人了。。 我倒不是在乎又变老了，只是觉得加了2，也没混出什么东西来。。。 但无论如何，我尝到了生活的味道，也知道怎么去Struggle~~~ 好了。。。去做俯卧撑了。。。今天还有40个没做呢～～·努力吧～～～ PS.厚着脸皮再幼稚一回：明天我生日啊。。。祝我生日快乐吧。。。呵呵呵呵呵
417 days ago
有时候，美好的感觉一直放在心上会cherish for life. 一旦被无意地捅开，它将会 voicelessly fade away. How deep is your love？---Bee Gees
675 days ago
Eager to scream thousands of "why"~~~ Promiesed myself there wouldn't be even a drop of alcohol for you~~~ Thinking of modify the grey theme of my blog to make me up~~~maybe "Yellow"...my favor..... A week to go....I knew a brand new life awating me somewhere.... Thanks God though I am not that believing in you...but efforts you have done to me really work to me.... Thanks should be given to many of my dear friends....cos all of you are really my friend.... You all are the lighthouse everytime I couldn't find my way in the hopeless sea... Actually...every single word that you mates said really lighted up my life a lot.... Never imagined I am that sort of grey people....Maybe I am always pretending not being... "Dear God....Can I swap a bit of grey in my life for some yellow of you... You should have known that every people will be deserved to lead a balanced life... I think I might be losing it....Pull me up ...
684 days ago
Really sucks feeling drinking a lot...but anyhow quite enjoy it . Never know why every alcoholic drinks damn pretty even they definitly know they gonna lost themselve while hanging over.... Still they are quite addicted doing it....Have to admit that I am one of those... Hate drinking....but favor the feeling by being hung...cos I've got the private time of thinking of myself.... Missing her indeed....It seems like I was always cheating to my mind that I tried to forget her.... It works only on occasion of cleared minded...However, it will pop up while you are really on your own mind----Hanging over Dunno why everytime I have been drunk that am motivated to write something on my Blog... Strangely, everytime I was writing my Blog...She would inevitably come up to my mind...Why...???? Maybe that is the deal...That is what you deserve.... I wish she wouldn't again rule my mind...I really hope so...Really... It will be another 15 days staying in UK...15 days ...
731 days ago
哎呀~~后知后觉甘又大左一岁拉~~两个轮回拉已经~~还有几个呢~~~ 祝立凡..生日快乐啊~~越大越靓女啊~~今年之内找到你既大眼哥哥~~~哈哈哈(每年的例行公事啊~~嘻嘻) anyway...谢谢yuyu姐 and kim...stefanie"大"美女...Iris姐姐...Rishard...好久没有吹生日蜡烛拉...当然还有...丁丁...luyao...王涛...还有我的同居密友...三羊~~~ 呵呵~~~生日总是没有的..因为又可以许愿了~~"~***********************"....许完了..希望会实现拉~~~~^_^ 大一岁了...是该做点事情拉~~~ 大一岁了...是得成熟一点了~~~ 大一岁了...是要想未来了~~~~ 大一岁了...还有呢..... P.S...所有想留言的或者留言的...都欠我一顿饭...特别系你啊...大佬骐~唔好周围睇...就系你拉~~至于为什么...自己想咯~~~呵呵~~~
