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212 days ago
HOW CAN I SAY WHAT I MEAN???? WHEN I LOST MY WAY AND DO NOT KNOW THE WAY BACK. SO THERE IS NO BACK ANYWAY, AND ONLY JUST THE PRECIOUS MOMENT NOW... I MISS ALL MY FRIENDS , SANJANA , DAFFY, MAZI ALL OF YOU THE LIST IS SO LONG.... I THANK MISTER BOB OUT OF THE KINDNESS OF HIS HEART SENT ME MONEY TO PAY MY ELECTRIC BILL. THAT WAS WAY BEYOND THE CALL OF ANY DUTY IT WAS PURE GOODNESS. MANY KISSES AND HUGS FOR HIM. I STOPPPPPPPPPED DREAMING. I AM TIRED OF THE UPHILL BATTLES. BUT I KNOW SO MANY OTHERS SUFFER MORE THAN I. THERE WAS THE BEGINNING OF MY LIFE, THE MIDDLE AND NOW THIS FINAL STRETCH.... OF COURSE I KNOW THERE IS NO REAL "TIME" I AM SORRY , I JUST CAN NOT OPEN UP AND SAY ANYTHING PROFOUND, I WONDER WHAT THE COLLECTIVE FEELS LIKE. OK, NO PROMISES WHEN I WILL CHECK BACK IN. ( IF I COULD CHANGE ANYTHING , I WOULD NOT WANT TO KNOW SO MUCH BAD IN LIFE, TO KNOW THE GOOD ...
644 days ago
Sorry I been fighting with my computer it has gone wacky..... I have to buy some software to fix it.... but I only get paid once per month. I am on tight budget! I did go to the Intel computer museum, it was very informative and FREE , never knew it was just up the road from me. Took kids to an arcade and played bunch of games. It has been raining, so we did not go to San Francisco China Town Parade YEAR OF THE RAT. I will take them to china town in April, perhaps my sister inlaw will come along. I did get better, I have not worried about anyone or thing. I figured out I have no control "so get used to it!" I do not know what I was thinking , I thought I could change the world but the world is spinning so fast I can not run to keep up hehehe..... I also let Jim my ex go.... released him to go ...657 days ago
After I had shocking pink hair, and pink cowgirl boots, I tried to die it blonde again...... it took two times, still it is pink but lite pink. What was I trying to prove or say? I am so glad to be talking to a few of you.... it is hard for me. I am depressed I admit or is it post tramatic stress??????????? I just know I am trying everything to get my heart pieced togather see ya later alligators.
676 days ago
My Hubby has decided to go back to work even if he is still handicapped. He certainly can not do the stuff he used to do, but ordering and paperwork and sales. So he seems more happy and asked me and my neice and nephew to go up to the snow. WE ARE GOING TO GO UP BY TAHOE THERE IS A KIDS SNOW PARK.... thats where I been before. BOY it is cold. SO I WILL BE BACK SOON
682 days ago
Hi.... I walked the dog in the nice sunshine, but one day was very windy. We vaccumed out our jeeps yesterday. Paul finally got out of bed, and smiled. I think he is going to try to go back to work on 29th of this month... but he is not well still and his arm does not bend. I visited one old friend. And asked my doctor to arrange counciling sessions but have not heard yet back. I am doing alittle better. Joey my nephew is coming today he is sick, and I will watch him. A special hello to Stephen my dearest! all my love to you all. Be back soon.
