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1316 days ago
i have gotten myself a proper blog. http://re-janie.blogspot.com now that's where the stuff happens :)
1325 days ago
This is me today. At 11:35 I walk down Universitet to catch the subway, while i see blinking sign for time is not blinking, so check the bus time table and think i will catch 540 to Bergshamra and then take 509 home. But 540 does not come, so I got down to subway again, and I miss my train exactly, so have to wait 10 min. I get off at Danderyd (apparently from there I have two choices of bus, 509 or 177 home), and was going to take the 177, but could not find the bus stop, and I see 509 coming to I hop on it, and when it starts driving I realize this one goes the opposite direction. -_-' Make note that this is quite out in the suburbs already, and I panic, like damnit... what do I do now, when the bus stops at Mörby where I get off at. I look at possibilites of getting home. I can take the same 509 the right direction, or.. there's 607! 607 stops also close to my house and I thought it was a faster bus than 509, so I wait 10 min for 607... but but, how i was wrong. 607 drives past the ...
1334 days ago
i don't like the fact that... my exam schedule looks SCARY. that i will be having 5 consecutive exams in one week. that i will have to prove what i've learnt in the whole year (or like the last month of revision) in such a short period of time. i don't like the fact that... i'm not used to doing great exams at the end of year. i like small petite tests along the way that adds up to the final grade. oh the good old days in swedish schools. i don't like the fact that... i get panic attacks when i start reading economics. i don't like the fact that... my mood is constantly jumping up and down due to thoughts about studying. i don't like the fact that... i feel stupid. that i feel so lost in the vast mumbo-jumbo of STUFF-I-HAVE-TO-LEARN, and i just lose control. i don't like the fact that... stockholm is throwing a snowstorm at the end of march! i want spring, spring, and warmth and sun!! so. today has been kind of GAH. but now i've let all my ...
1340 days ago
i went to the art exhibition today which was a ode to DOTS. http://www.dotdotdotdotdotdotdot.com found the artist yayoi kusama's art movie "flower orgy" pretty interesting. heaps of dot painted bodies having sex in various ways, all in silence. artistic or madness? "i paint polka dots on the bodies of people, and with those polka dots, the people will self-obliterate and return to the nature of the universe" is what she said. maybe... but whatever the case. i love dots. they are amazing.
1341 days ago
last night i went and saw "breakfast at tiffany's" at the theatres. oh, how i love old movies, they are just so much more stylish than nowadays. audrey hepburn was amazing... and her character holly was how should i put it, both so lovabe and annoying. it's like someone i admire to, yet despise. anyway, this final line of "lecturing" towards her by paul varjak in the end hit me quite hard. "You know what's wrong with you, Miss Whoever-You-Are? You're chicken. You're afraid to stick out your chin and say, 'Okay, life's a fact.' People DO fall in love. People do belong to each other. Because that's the only chance anybody's got for real happiness. You call yourself a free spirit, a wild thing, yet you're terrified that somebody's gonna put you in a cage. Well, baby, you're already in a cage and you built it yourself. And it's not bound on the east by Somali Land or on the west by Tulip, Texas. It's everywhere you go. Because no matter where you ...
