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88 days ago
it's been a while that havn't typied any words here lazy or just don't wanna think back doesn't matter now new semester at some point, a new life pace kind of being fooled or in a rush ,then ended up moving in another place and left him back there get used to live together already, i admit it sometimes really get annoyed and pissed off when he suppose to show up but no, he didn't i was so damn soft and gentel that even being a lillte harshy to him, i m feeling punishing myself as well few times i was nearly stressed out by his lazy and non-perfect attitude anyway, see this as a normal phase in every relationship after all the stugglings and confusions, things will get better and clear we ll make it, hope so after two year's diploma, seems i am doomed to continue for the ...
249 days ago
you know what... as your point of view, you think my life is free of trouble, you think my life doesn't need any strugglge now... and ye, i need a place to take out as well! what is my main conserns, or ,in another word, my main issues, 1,why do i still stick into a relationship which is no future, and more and more step into it... 2,how could i find a job in my circumstance? i am already get uesd to this life style which i don't need to work and my parents and my bf would support me in financial. i know it is a life a bitch girl would choose... i m just too lazy to struggle into work force ... but if i couldn't be with u , may be i ll not be the one who i am now ye, i won't be the one who i am now without you...! it is impossible to quantify how much i put into this relationship, such a irony,i know this gonna be an relationship without an happy ending still cant stop ...
292 days ago
six months, half year already passed i know it's not a long time at all for a stable realationship but i still feel i've reached a milestone for me ,for us falling in love is a easy case, but what comes next is the diffcult part for most of us to deal with no one is borned to share everything in common and no stains even for myself i m sort of thinking that we r not the perfect couple in the world ,but we r the perfect match for each other i m thinking as that now,still. but things r get chanlleged every step it keep warning me this is a realistic world, not a fairy tale even though i know it since the very beginning, may be i m just realize now everything has a price,u get it,u paid for it sometime, i don't feel well of living what i live now people around get their friend cycle more and more bigger,experiences more and more as well but i m still the same one since everything has begun i know the price, i know there is always ...
322 days ago
time has past....went from 2008 to 2009, a new year has came, the old year has been a history. dream is existed for being come ture... what if it can't be real at last...so that's what we called a forseeable misery... i can't deny the obvious reality behind my lovely dream... so, shall we live in a life that always doubt for what the fate would bring for us at last...or just simply enjoy the happiness now, regardless of the end. that 's easy to call ha~ my little old laptop came to life at christmas day as a miracle...haha~ i got a chance to work in BF's cafe restaurant until febrary. Although the paid not very well and the content of the job is hard to be satisfied and enjoyed with, better than nothing. that's enough better~i m satisfied, i really am. next week come by my 21st birthday~ look forward to it~ keep going with my simple life~
