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649 days ago
Hmmm I just looked at my last blog entry and all i can say is damn im a bad gurl lol. i was 17 weeks pregnant when i wrote that thing. I say that is bad cause i have moved into my own house i have had my son hes nearly 6 months old lol and i also have warrens lil brother living with us now so yeah i am bad i should have wrote sooner but what can i say haveing a young son is amazing hehe oh yeah i had a boy his name is Linkin James Anthony he was born on August 23rd 2007 at 6:38 pm and he is gorgeous but then again im bius when i get my cable connected i will upload pics of him to the site its just too hard to do at the moment cause well hello its dial up and dial up sucks.anyways this is long enough for now im going to the backstreet boys concert on saturday yay me lol. life is good lol and im happy promise it wont be so long til i write again lol
987 days ago
Ok now what can i really say hmmm lol. Looks at date from last blog entry looks at this date ooooooh i been slack but you know i cant even really say why I have been slack and havent been writing any entries cause i mostly dont know lol. But oh well latest news hmmm ok well I moved to melbourne and warren has a job as a manager in a trucking company and oh yeah Im 17 weeks pregnant hahaha. That should be first i am so wrapped about it i cant believe it finally happened here i was thinking i was never gonna fall pregnant and boom like that it happens but we are staying at a mates place atm til we find a house and that really is the only downfall. Anyways this might not be long enough but oh well lol my back is sore i love being pregnant its the most awesome feeling in the world
1240 days ago
oh well looks like i finally broken problem is i dont wanna break no more i just want everything to be right and i dont know what im gonna do i want my life back no not really cause i cant regret the last few days but i wanna feel like i can stop crying i wanna feel like im not empty inside and that someone cares but most of all i want one person not to hate me cause it feels like im breaking all over again because of it. why cant life be simple why cant it be easy why cant u just understand and say this is the way its supposed to be yet know it never actually turns out that way that you want it it always changes life aint simple and all it does it cause you pain. well fuck me why couldnt you have told me that before i was born before i existed maybe then i just would have forgotten about ever existing and i wouldnt fell the way i do no blah so much for fukn theories they are just as bad as everything else oh well got to go to bed wake up and see if i still wanna die in ...1249 days ago
What are you supposed to do when people tell you that you have top be the stregth cause no one else has it who do u turn to when its your turn to break. there is no on eto turn to cause everyone else you know is already breaking. When you wanna scream its not true just leave me the fuck alone give me some space but inside you are breakin in two and all you want is for someone to hold you and not let go. I wish i could put more and add to what i am trying to say here i guess people who knew me would understand what i really meant but sometimes even though those people dont understand me and right now i just wanna cry and i dun wanna leave it i dun wanna lose anything
1272 days ago
Would You Rather... {} ask someone out {x} be asked out {x} be poor and live til you're 100 {} be rich and live til you're 30 {} be blind {x} be deaf {x} have it be winter all year round {} have it be summer all year round {} be beautiful/handsome {x} be loved {x} take a bath {} take a shower {x} be born poor and die rich {} be born rich and die poor {} never have to go to school {x} never have to go to the doctor {} never feel physical pain {x} never feel emotional pain {x} wear glasses -contacts {} wear braces --------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 'X' WHAT YOU HAVE DONE... (x) Slept all night in a bed with a person of the opposite sex (x) Slept all night in a bed with a person of the same sex ( x) Slept for more than 12 hours ...
