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965 days ago
dear comrades, please don't scream if you see me on cctv. at least it's not a porn flick!
975 days ago
dear comrades, Please don't scream if you recognize me on the street. I don't know you. My italian friend L learns half of his Chinese at the infamous gay cruising park -- DongDang Park, near Wangfujin. I've known about this park for many years, especially since the release of the first Chinese gay movie "East Palace, West Palace", which supposedly took place here. But this is the first time I came here. Nowadays people cruise the net or hit the night clubs, cruising in the park or public toilets are just so out of fashion ----free and laborious activities are out of fashion all together. I came to the park to meet with L for dinner, also out of curiosity. It was surprisingly small and neat, equiped with newly installed exercise machines which are painted bright red, yellow and....pink. very pink. There was an artificial hill to my right, looking very much like the one in the movie even though I saw that movie 10 years ago. As I walked along the ...
977 days ago
I was chatting with S on MSN and somehow this topic came up: when was the last time you cried? I couldn't remember when was the last time I cried in real life, but I do remember last time I cried in dreams. I was traveling with my dad and my step mom in thailand. I took them to the beaches and we stayed at modest but nice resorts. We usually played in the water during the day, went back to the hotel room to take a nap in the afternoon till dust and then headed out to the beach again for candle light dinners. It was so nice and I couldn't help thinking that I would never be able to treat my mom like this. She passed away almost 20 years ago. I had a dream one afternoon while taking a nap in the hotel room, couldn't remember any details except that I was saying good bye to her. For some reason we both knew it was forever, we hugged for the last time, and I cried.
988 days ago
dear comrades, Please don't scream if you see me naked, you're just plain lucky. It's only been 4 days but I have already made friends with the Thai guy that I saw at the gym. I invited him to my apartment last night for a drink but he only asked for a glass of warm water once he got here. He's actually quite sweet, better looking when dressed and very shy, the warm water seemed to open him up as effectively as a bottle of wine. So he told me his life story: he's living with his Chinese boyfriend in the building right next to mine. His boyfriend apparently supports him because he doesn't work at all. He doesn't go to school either. He told me in broken english how he tried for 2 days:" it sooo far! I hat to get up at 6 thirty!" So he doesn't work, doesn't go to school, and had lived in Beijing for 3 years. Rarely goes to clubs, because his boyfriend gets jeolous. But he told me he's actually very busy: from monday to friday when hubby goes to ...
992 days ago
Dear comrades, Please don't scream if a hot naked smooth hunk grabbed you in the shower when you were only trying to pick up your fragrant soap, because you must be dreaming and you'll only wake yourself up. So I went to the gym again tonight, this time after 9. Did the same routine, swam for 5 minutes and hit the sauna. But apprarrently at this hour the gym has slid into a middle-age-chinese-men-humming-in-the-shower phase from its previous shameless-gay-cruising phase. The hot naked norwegian guy is nowhere to be seen, and not even a single blond or tattooed asian! All there is are a couple out-of-shape chinese leaders parading around, of course naked, so comfortable in their pale skin they had to hum: we're Siiiiting highhhh...on top of the piled haysacks liiiistening to mama...telling an oooooold stooooory.... not without a pinch of trueful melancholy nostalgia, in this windowless underground gym, at a lonesome hour. one a separate note: ...
