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74 days ago
Written: August 13, 2009 Edited: September 13, 2009 ----------------------------------------------------- I have not seen same thing twice In this life once is more than some will ever get My intentions rarely change I know what I'll do each time I get the chance Your affections I've embraced without the slightest touch My recollection of our time is picture perfect Echoes build within the walls of my body I want to tell you something meaningful, I want to show you something real If I let you in on this little secret, will we ever be the same? If I hold you tighter, will we ever love the same? Will we ever know what and why caused us to follow our emotions through to the very end? Did I imagine half of it, your kiss following your extended embrace? Maybe the secret is already out, we were just the last to know Goodbye friend, hello love Tonight something happened here
129 days ago
Written: July 20, 2009 Edited: July 20, 2009 I have a lot to learn, but thankfully I have a lot more to be thankful for, so hopefully that tips the balance of things in my favor. -------------------------------- To the life encased in the safety of blissful ignorance, I pray that you will know better someday To the all knowing "been there, done that" international globe trotter, I hope that you'll get lost in something unfamiliar And for the fallen, I know that you'll rise again to push at the invisible walls that dare to limit the limitless To the few that are truly content, I'll laugh with you in hopes that your infectious peace will break into me in ways that robbers never could Could I be like you? To the friends who have become family and my family that has befriended me continually, I need you to know who I am With you I have a chance to be a better version of myself, a chance to actually live my life I've lived through your hopes and dreams and I can only hope ...
130 days ago
Written: July 5, 2009 Edited: July19, 2009 --------------------------------------------------- Under the ever clear gaze that holds on to me Now I see that you are never going to let go of me You said no all those times when yes was the answer, not because it's the right one, but because it would have been yours Just once that one word could have ended it all by beginning our life together But no decision cuts more than the one you didn't make This is the other side of your decisions I've tried to be there for you, but you keep pushing it Don't sleep on it, don't even think about it, the second you do I'll be the one for you I've paid for listening to myself and I'd pay to have somebody listen to me You either want or wait, but the moment you let those two chemicals mix you are in for trouble I wanted to love you and it's a shame that I didn't take that chance whole heartedly It's funny that I can be so fearless and certain of a future in you before you even knew my ...
130 days ago
Written: July 14, 2009 Edited: July 19, 2009 -------------------------------------- Every day is someone's first and surely someone's last How does a mother breathe again after her child stops? How does a father feel after his hero falls? If today was my first what would I take from it? And if today was my last, what would you choose to remember? I can not run away from my weakness Somewhere deep, past the dark that we've all grown used to there is a light Such brilliance comes in the quiet moments that only the soul knows how to translate Into words, touches and stares is where our persistence to fight transfers It's too quiet to burn, too loud to scream and too much to hold back Did someone live a life worthy of dying for? My experiences colored my world from birth to death and whatever was in between To view this life in reverse one first has to play through it No instruction is clearer than the ones we've missed along the way Don't go, speak up, look out; These are the things ...
180 days ago
Written: May 31, 2009 -------------------------------------------------- These poetical sketches of my internal origins are just shy of being observations of insanity I think I know just what I'm feeling I'm sure I think what I'm doing is right I'm right to feel the way I do, but it's also true that sometimes I know not what I do I am selfish and scared to change my ways since there is no clear cut path to follow I can be so sure of what's right for you because I've been wrong before We might as well all be strangers if we're not gonna be anything meaningful Blink and you'll miss it Everything's breathing, beating; turn your head and you'll hear the sound There's always something looking for an open dream Shaping thoughts into words solidifies them, makes their existance real to others When the right words seem to run and all the feelings start to flow From your head down to your feet you are the one For me there is no other worth the time or energy It's all a blur again One more ...
