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141 days ago
好不容易現在又能打字了....就總覺得應該打一些有意義的事情 或者, 打一些回憶吧.... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 多久以前呢? 好像有一陣子了..... 帥氣的你是那麼的讓我著迷 有點像小時候只能在電視機前靜靜的看著自己最喜歡的明星一樣 即使心裡頭就像狂風暴雨一樣的瘋狂 還是只能在遠遠的一處，期待著奇蹟似的相遇 我那天就是這樣靜靜的看著你 明明知道你並不曉得也不在乎是否某個角落裡有雙等待你的眼神 但，還是滿懷念那樣子的平靜 因為心裡的起伏也只有我知道，所以還是有種自以為是的小幸福被我擁在懷裡 當時的我並沒有抱著任何期待，不是沒勇氣，只是不知道原來沒有期待也是種期待 期待自己對你會有期待，期待自己會有浪漫的邂逅，甚至期待一廂情願之後的失落感。。。 也不知道是因為希望能避免讓新戀情來彌補舊傷，還是純粹只是不想破壞這美麗的畫面 你或許不知道，但，有個聲音是希望能引起你注意的 雖然那聲音很脆弱也很不安，可是還是希望能被回應 會太晚嗎？ 很明顯的，那聲音已經不再渺小也不再孤單 因為現在即使還是會在深夜裡驚醒，還是會因為小事而哭泣，也還是會因為瑣事而焦慮 但，你總是在我身旁緊緊的抓住我的雙手讓我知道我並不寂寞 感激？ 還是什麼？ 不清楚 但你讓我又有了期待，對愛有了期待，也有了似於邂逅般的戀情。。。 現在，角落裡的我已經不再藏躲 喜歡緊緊的抱住你，也想靜靜的與你一起睡著 唯一還是沒變的，是那被我緊緊擁在懷裡的小小幸福。。。。。。。。。。
142 days ago
哈哈 最近託我一個朋友的蝠, 我又可以打中文了 挖哈哈哈 真的太開心了 打英文的就是比較沒有feel 有點像在打學校作業依樣 最近呢.....還算過得頗有趣 上課, 上班, 之後幾乎都跟教會朋友吃飯 他們已經變成我生活中的一部分了....不知不覺中 有的時候甚至就覺得每天這樣一成不便的作息是理所當然的 不過身為一個愛胡思亂想的人, 我當然也想過假設有一天大家不再能一起吃飯, 那我還能像現在依樣每天都這麼開心嗎? 想來想去, 還是只能不要盡問自己些假設性的問題 畢竟, 現在能讓身邊的朋友都笑得開心就好 至少我現在是這麼認為的 就降子啦! 好開心喔, 又可以打中文了~
407 days ago
hey there, do u still remember me? probably not, since we have stopped talking months ago... i have no idea why i am writing this now maybe it's because i have waited so long to know how you have been to tell you the truth, i have been wanting to know how you were doing but i have been unsuccessful because you were so greedy to even share a little tiny bit of your personal life w/ me yes, this is nothing new, i mean our long-farewell fdship for some reason, i still think about u occasionally... i guess "good-bye" IS necessary because otherwise i will never be able to stop thinking about good old times^^
434 days ago
i can't remember how many times i've said this but even if there's no happy ending to our love, i still cherish wut we had it doesn't neccessary mean the specific romantic moments; every times our eyes met, those moments will always be fresh in my mind can't remember how many times, 2, have i randomly smiled into space simply by thinking of u is it possible for me to ruin moments likethese? i guess u don't remember how we met; i have no idea 2 i think it's becuz we had different timing of recognizing each other's existence i, however, recognized u and ur careless attitude the very first time i saw u but it was not until long after had i realize i couldn't take my eyes off u i restrainted myself away from ur voice, and i felt like i live in a world without oxygen wut's the point of making urself doin something that's completely against ur heart? i've decided to let myself go, to be free to love whoever now, it's time for me to be the bigger person i ...
