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81 days ago
Looking back, life winded through. Looking forward, hopefully it will still be winding and through. So, one day I can say, “that’s me. I winded through.”
92 days ago
09.09.02 Painted a condo. Two bedrooms and a living room. Two students are way too slow. It took us 5 hours to finish. I was so disappointed. That was my second painting contract. Anyway, we shared the pay and I probably did not even make any money. I mean I should have made and made more, and I did not. Maybe my offer to those jobs were under charged. … Dad is sick. I prayed for him. Hope he will get over it soon. … Dad! God bless you. 09.08.31 Making $30 a day now, while have two other drivers taking care part of the business. We all need income. I am “雷锋“. Wrote a poem on a internet forum. 俏佳人 欲语眼儿忙， 恐扯昨夜伤。 情到痴心处， 泪洗无痕香。 09.08.24 Market. Worry, worry. I decide to go on the business. Concentrate on market development. 09.08.21 Jan left, the third time. We've been struggling for a year. We had fun, cried, played and laughed. In jail, on court, at home cooking, outside falling. ... Can not concentrate on anything now. Put hope on business.
94 days ago
09.08.21 Jan left, the third time. she was found naked on bed with another guy. We've been struggling for a year. We had fun, cried, played and laughed. In jail, on court, at home cooking, outside falling. ... Can not concentrate on anything now. Put hope on business.
128 days ago
Different this time. The ER doctor said it was situational crisis + depression. Tomorrow at 8 am, I will meet the crisis team at NYGH. What will happen? I don’t know. The worst I can expect is that the police will arrest me for not being able to follow the bail condition. update: After meeting with the crisis team, I finally talked with a psychiatrist. We agreed that I should go to day hospital for a duration of time. Right now, trying to stay hopeful, Cry if possible.
