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86 days ago
got 10 offline msgs saying "what the hell is going on with your MSN", clean it up! sorry guys....i had no idea what was going on, someone told me changing log-in password could be helpful, but i've been using that password for 9 years!!!! it means something to me, now i have to give it up...it really pisses me off, MSN has been acting funky and easily getting infected. is it a good thing or bad thing? does it mean so many people are using it, so virus producers think it's more effective to attact it? or MSN security software is just too weak? initiated by this damn virus sening weird msg to every single contact on my list, i've got back in touch with a few old old childhood friends, memory came back, partially blurry. most of them don't recognize me through the pictures, saying i've changed a lot, i think they changed a lot, too. it's the world that's passing us so quickly , quietly, leaving us wake up one day, and boo, 10 years are gone. thanks, virus, thanks...
94 days ago
had gf's daughter S staying with me over the wkd. she's only 13, very talented in music and super sweet. her freshness reminded me how simple life was like when i was younger. this morning i checked work email as usual. a customer's email brought the shocking sad news, her PI passed away in a single car accident last friday night, it happened to be the date that he wanted me to call him and follow up, we just spoke 2 weeks ago. did he plan this?? i can't think. what am i going to say to her? "sorry about your loss, but will you please just carry on and go ahead with the purchase? Quickly?" it's awkward and depressing, during this recession time period! got into my car and started to drive, i saw a post-it note left by S, saying she was thankful for me having her this past wkd, and how much she appreciated the time we spent together. this lovely, warm and sweet little girl，made me realize how cold i've changed to during these years working. and i found my words to say to my ...
