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1440 days ago
It must be so ridiculous to hope against hope. It must be so ridiculous to be me. I had such a wonderful, awesome absolutely great day today....it was so much fun, and still, I feel that little bit of sadness somewhere, its akward, yeah.... Its so hard to wake up every morning and face the truth- that it'll never be the same again. But I put my faith in God. He changes it all.
1526 days ago
I am pissed. People suck. All of them! I wake up almost every morning and wonder if I should fake sickness so that I don’t have to go through school or whatever else. Its stupid, its crappy. And I hate physics. Why don’t folks be a bit more…decent? Everything is just so weird and …abstract and vague….. Whatever….to hell with all this. Why does it seem like every single senior in school got their high school transcript except me? It was my own choice to make senior year as hectic as possible….so I guess its unfair to complain how hectic it is…..and I guess its not really bad…..im just irritated at myself. I worry about the pace at which life moves I am scared of not being able to catch up If only I realize, That I m already ahead of the race Sigh, If only! Im considering the possibility of getting a job…..a much better one than the last one….but im not sure yet and anyways, I don’t think it’ll ...



