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591 days ago
Well, I'm still slowly treading towards my goal of $2397, and I've become reinterested in writing!!! I've begun writing a glossary for a fantasy story I'm writing, and so far its coming along quite well. By a glossary, I mean I'm writing a mini encyclopedia of the world on which I am basing the book. This isn't a new method of procrastinating for me, I'm only including the information which I need right now, because often when I'm writing I find that I forget certain things or points from earlier in the story such as times, dates, unimportant names of places and people, etc. I don't have alzeimers, its just difficult as fuck to remember off-hand aspects of a fantasy world. As well, I have a new obsession to add to the list (alongside paintball, that is still a priority). I am now obsessed with Neverwinter Nights 2. The only reason I'm obsessed with it is because of its toolset (the thing which allows you to make your own campaigns/stories/adventures, etc). People have complained ...
648 days ago
The Jeff is a solitary, fairly lazy creature. It sits around a lot, goes on msn, listens to random music, and generally wastes day after day. Recently however, it has finally begun to break out of its loathsome bubble, and has found a great recreational calling which does not involve any seditary game/platform system! What could cause, such an incredible event you ask? It is the holy grail of outdoor recreational activities.... Paintball. Yes, the Jeff is obsessed with paintball, and is now actively working towards finding an occupation, so that it may receive pay checks, and put those towards purchasing pwnz0r equipment because the rental stuff sucks total shit. The holy items must be obtained by the Jeff before August 16, 2008... This will cost around $2397. Crazy eh? However, I'm willing to, because it's basically the first out-door activity'ness thing I've ever given this much interest, and it would give me something much better to do during my summer ...
660 days ago
I just got back from Amy's, and I'm in a really good mood. She's amazing... she's really changed my viewpoints on life, and my place in the world. I used to tote ideologies and beliefs about totalitarianism and control being the answer.... but I'm not so sure now. Now that I've been lucky enough to be with someone like her, I'm not quite sure I believe in a world where such things wouldn't exist. The scary thing is that... that world can exist. It's a vision meant for the good of mankind, and I'm not the only person who's had it. It's beautiful and disgusting.... a world bent on balance, equality, and peace... a world with no suffering. A world without irrationality, without hatred, without sorrow, where crimes never go unpunished.. where there are no crimes, where there are no regrets, where there are no hopes. This ideal has potential, and while I wholly believe in it's necessity, after I've been with Amy for this long, I've realized that there are very beautiful things in the ...748 days ago
Saturday, November 10th, 2007 1:49PM Music: Erasus by Subkulture (I really need to find more dark/inspiring music I haven't heard before) ...is incredibly boring. I can't think of anything to write. My ideas always get diluted by input from other things I like... I need a cottage like that guy from Secret Window, that would kick so much ass. Just to have a cozy retreat somewhere, a place where I can just write and think without outside influences. So lol, future novels? They WILL be written, I'm just tired at the immediate moment and theres people walking around and talking loud. Out There (horror/fiction) 3 pages (thus far) - Current project Synopsis: Following the story of a boy called Blake, receives inspiration during a session with a psychiatrist. Propelled by his obsession with the occult, he travels south from Portland, Maine, to the Eliraz University of Massachusetts. Along the way he meets a girl named Cole, and they both descend upon the small, ...
760 days ago
Today is Monday, October 29th, 2007 Right now I am listening to the premaster of The Tie That Binds, by Stray. It is 8:59AM, and I gave decided that today is a vacation day. Ever since I got an XBOX360 I've basically spent 99.9% of my relaxation time playing Oblivion, so today I am not going to (nor the next several days) so yeahh. I really need time just to sit back and relax, listen to music, and write. As well I feel like shit today, and I'm just generally tired, so as a student I feel it is imperative to take a day for physical and mental recuperation for the sake of my education, which is of the utmost importance. Thursday - Accidently Skipped ( 5 periods missed ) Friday - Skippage ( periods 2, 3, and 5 missed) Today - All will be missed Game plan? Tomorrow, I shall get alllll the work I missed in all my classes, excepting art unless we received some sort of work sheet; and philosophy, today we should be starting a new unit so all he'll do is hand out a ...
