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-+damn you
101 days ago
You're such a horrible coward. Such an idiot and a fool. What, so I finally acknowledge you do never seem to see me and you fucking wipe your existence off the earth? Screw you Enrica. Just fuck you. You couldn't remember some lyrics I posted on my playlist that very day, and yet you remembered Jasmine's lyrics for months ago.  Because you're worth remembering , you said. I'm not jealous, I'm angry. At you, and your fucking inability to juggle friendships. Don't fucking do that. Don't talk to me when you so obviously don't want to be there. I've been right here, at this hot, white boiling point for weeks and I didn't want to do anything because of those damn fucking expectations. Well, just because I'm not supposed to have them, doesn't mean they're not there. Does it mean I'm supposed to just smile on blithely while you fucking ignore me? Forget me? Screw me over? No. I wrote that for you, because I honestly felt it. Sometimes I like you. Other times you ...
-+figured it out
170 days ago
whoa, i'm third wheel, actually. epiphanies of epiphanies. i'm a sucker for lost causes haha, oh god i totally am. oh don't fret guys, i won't bother you anymore. i'll leave you to your blissful sanctuary, happy as you are waiting in the wings for something. not sure what it is, but no worries. no worries. - and then there were two. - 'cause you're not a man you're just a mannequin i wish that you could feel that my love is real but you're not a man. - but who falls in love with a mannequin? - i wish i could just turn you on put a battery in and make you talk - a bunch of b r o k e n parts and i can't seem to find your heart - how will i know the right way to love you. - duck duck goose. - "What are you doing?" I jump, turn at her voice. I wonder if she knows it's her voice that's replaced the one in my head, telling me to get stronger, fighting, biting, defiant. Pushing me. Though up or towards the edge, I'm not yet sure. Her face is lined with ...
-+:]
172 days ago
+  { e x c e p t i o n s } says:  hey do me a favor  http://media.photobucket.com/image/anime%20guys/mAxEne_LoNesTaR88/anime%20guys/anime217.jpg?o=139  write his life. ·´¯`·.·• (    s h o e b o x    ) ↗ says:  jesus christ his life sucks.  sort of. +  { e x c e p t i o n s } says:  xD ·´¯`·.·• (    s h o e b o x    ) ↗ says:  it didn't always suck  he used to have a girlfriend and parents  and some nice friends +  { e x c e p t i o n s } says:  at least he has the dog. ·´¯`·.·• (    s h o e b o x    ) ↗ says:  and then he said fuck it im out  and ran away  with his dog  and he regrets it now because his dog has lung cancer  because he spends his meager money on cigs  and his dog eats the butts to stay alive  and he wanders the streets and squats in old houses  because i makes him feel dangerous and important  knowing he's vermin coating the earth +  { e x c e p t i o n s } says:  OMG.  you just made me laugh out loud. ·´¯`·.·• (    s h o e b o x    ) ↗ says:  He spends his time honing ...
-+Talking about Dipshit?
172 days ago
-+secrets
172 days ago
her jealousy is unfounded but she's never been accused of being reasonable. - "My liege." No. "Your majesty?" Not even close. "Your highness?" Silence. "My King ." ignorance might actually really be a bliss. - i hate spaces live and their ability to unerringly ruin my day. like a bitch. you change your mind like a girl, changes clothes. indie hearts whoo. - I'm hoping you do save me because they're just three people, plus one. Three plus one. I'm the plus one, because they're people, and I'm a ridiculously emotionally stunted person. - omgsafetynet saywhat? - I need a private blog. I usually find people's private blogs. I have weird knacks for those. but they won't be able to find mine. then those words are solely for me and i won't have to share with those thieving devils noooo, not my words anything but those take me instead and then they kill me and take the words anyway, but alas the power of love protects the words ...
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