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962 days ago
happy easter to everybody... i stayed in all weekend and reflected on my past year. much has transpired in the past 12 months in my life...more than anything i look forward to the next 12 months, living each day to the fullest. my true friends are priceless and so important. i have learned it is the key to success in life, the measure of your friends. in the past i took relationships for granted and didnt appreciate the gifts that come with old friends. so the focus in my life is and will be to develop strong deeper meaning connections in my life and value any new opportunities to fix repair or start new ones in the future. sweet dreams!
972 days ago
i been so busy working,doing my volunteer thing, and a lil craziness in the brain so i kinda forgot about this space thing and well this is going to be short. its bed time and im pretty strict with my sleep schedule on work nights. who would have ever thot i would be so disciplined. evrything has changed and i am happy. always thought success required relationship, well it doesnt. single and happy does workbesides at my age... lol my god 4-1 is such a stupid number.i guess thats what happens when u dont have kids ..i am actually in love with me. not in a crazy way, i just am happy to be me, and be real, and treat others honestly and with respect. we are all human beings and deserve respect. oh well getting alot out of every day focusing on real meaning friendships, apply within. tired of surface contact, i crave depth even as friends. laterz.
995 days ago
it seems it has been awhile since my last entry and many things have happenned in that time. i was going for 2 jobs and ended up being offered both opportunities. the one i turned down i was selected 1 of 20 out of 360 applicants. the one i took is the one with real growth potential and i am really excited about what i am doing. my title is marketing associate - trade show coordinator. i am one of 4 members of a marketing team for a business doing over $1 million dollars a month in sales. the company was ranked #1 in the top 50 profit companies in Canada last year. i like the people i am working with and my training that was expected to go for 3 or 4 weeks is over after my 7th day. seems i am a quicker learner than i thought. :) the bottom line is i was focused on being successful and so i was. it is all about how you think. do you think you will be successful? you would be amazed how much that determines the reality. i have experienced the good and bad ways that can occur. the ...
1012 days ago
the category on this should really be "almost travel". the plan was to leave today for 2 relaxing weeks sitting on a beach in puerto vallarta. completely last minute scheduling... the opportunity fell out of the sky last saturday. with a real deal on airfare it was looking like a no-brainer. the only complication being i am searching for work and really it is time to do that now. i had been to an interview the day before and said i was available asap. without an actual job offer on the table , due to timing, i had to ask one place if they had a timeline to start the position i am applying for. they have said yes they do so i am staying to proceed with the job application, not knowing the pay scale. also in a week or 2 i expect to hear from the other employment opportunity that i have had 2 interviews on. 1 job is high end service oriented , 7 months of the year ,the other an office job with a really growing canadian successful company, with stressfull deadlines and ...
1018 days ago
so going all the way back to before christmas 2005 i wanted an mp3 player. did i get one..heck no, why? mostly because i didnt think i would get one. i only wanted it, so i got to get the experience of wanting an mp3 player. kinda made me mad, feel unworthy, not good enuff, stuff i have have heard myself say since i can remember listening. i started the process from a want perspective and expecting to not get what i want. i got exactly that. so guess what.it is a constant process for creating.for so called good or bad. so with another years experience under my belt I did it differently. I put it out there that it was my intention to receive a great gift. i did not concern myself with the "how" it would get done. i gave ample notice and was clear in my desire. my sister basically made it happen, she was the being that picked up on my intention and it resonated with her. i am so grateful for that, for her. this ...
