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6 days ago
除了自我鼓励也没其他的方法了, 我的工作很忙, 出差也很多,回家很晚了还要学习, 面临考试的压力, 不是在学校时考不过被家里训的压力,是考不过就连工作也没了的压力, 可是有时候回家都晚上7,8点了,胡乱吃个饭洗个澡就想睡觉,可是又不能睡, 还不能睡太晚,第二天又得早起. 我的Phd 还没弄完, 还有paper要发,论文要写, 导师过一阵就催着要我的work. 我不是太理解现在的人有点啥事就说抑郁了,然后又吃药又看心理医生还老不见好, 我有时候也觉得压力大得没办法, 也就默默的流一会眼泪, 然后继续该干嘛干嘛, 继续学习,做考试题目, 读很多jounal papers,写点analysis, 再准备工作上的资料,顺便把行李收拾好,下周出差,周五考试.
88 days ago
她是悠悠一抹斜阳 多想多想 有谁懂得欣赏 他有蓝蓝一片云窗 只等只等 有人与之共享 她是绵绵一段乐章 多想 有谁懂得吟唱 他有满满一目柔光 只等只等 有人为之绽放 来啊 快活啊 反正有大把时光 来啊 爱情啊 反正有大把愚妄 来啊 流浪啊 反正有大把方向 来啊 造作啊 反正有大把风光 啊痒 大大方方 爱上爱的表象 迂迂回回 迷上梦的孟浪 越慌越想越慌 越痒越搔越痒
112 days ago
It’s been quite a while since I really updated my blog, I guess I was enjoying my life too much in last few months and when you truly happy you just cannot be bothered to write anything, otherwise it would be like Monday: I had a great day. Tuesday: I had another great day, so on and so on. The last few days I was really down and I can barely sleep, now it’s 5 o’clock in the morning and I have been awake the whole night. I always try to tell myself that if you happy its one day, if you not happy its also a day, why not just be happy everyday? Its always easier said than done. I know I have been trying, but is it enough? Life has never been easy to anyone. Does the pain made us grow up or it’s just we increased the ability to bear pain as we grow up? I don’t know. I hate drama but life is always full of drama, I hate pain (who doesn't? lmao) but love is full of pain. Can we stop loving someone? I guess not, unfortunately. all those fairy tales, there must be a hidden evil ending. ...
