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339 days ago
我在這裡 永遠可以更努力的努力著 被如海浪一般的壓力推著又急又徐的前進 我嘗試著說服自己這是我需要的過程 我跳進不同的格子裡 不計代價的漸漸發現哪個格子太大 哪個格子太小 就是沒有格子剛剛好 人生原來不是格子做的啊 我不在乎安全或著安定與否 但是我無法忽視內心的膽小鬼和自大鬼 膽小鬼說 不夠努力才是你失敗的理由啊 自大鬼說 你要走與眾不同的路才對 我假裝聽不到 相信我可以過得很快樂不算天真吧
354 days ago
so i was supposed to go to a friend's recital and practice last night. but i procrastinated. i stayed home and did absolutely nothing at all. the only accomplishment was a shower. this happens too much. i need to break this stupid habit of letting myself get away with it. here it is again, cycle of insecure decisions. two years ago the decision was easy. "duh" to a master degree, "duh" to NEC. now im graduating..eithr more school and face this akwardness later, or just freaking face it now.... two years of intense competitiveness, what has the competition made me? has it broken down my confidence? have i become more ambitious? the answer to those questions stay unknown. as im the most contradictory person. sometimes i feel like im hella good, and u all can kiss y ass. sometimes i feel like dude i fucking suck balls..but wahtever....most important of all, i like playing the flute, the whistle, the silver tube. its my friend :D hahha. ...
485 days ago
第二名：雙子女 雙子女最擅長聲東擊西的障眼法，明明在說A，她就會趕快把B說出來好模糊焦點，反正不到最後關頭，雙子女能不承認就不承認。因為對她而言，承認代表自己很遜，感覺上已經被征服，而驕傲的她會想辦法讓自己像是置身事外的模樣。 談感情保護色最重的男生？（參考太陽跟火星） 第一名：射手男 射手男外表看似陽光，實則自我保護色很重。他非常不喜歡提及自己的私事，除了認為這是一件非常不禮貌的行為之外，還有他喜歡自由，以及渴望尋找一個跟自己心有靈犀的對象。可是他在社交場合所表現的活潑以及外向，卻讓人無法深觸到他的內心，因此會讓跟他稍微親近的人感覺到他談及感情時，就像是包了重重的保鮮膜。另外再加上其實他很容易緊張，常常懷疑所有親近他的人別有用心，因此完全無法真正地信任一個人。
485 days ago
Meet in the middle, we thoght. Sacrifice and step forward to 5. from 0, from 10. If time and space ruins us it ruins us. If the picture perfect we create collapses, it collapses. I dont know if you and I should keep trying to get to the middle When all the effort dies easily out of the unavailability of trust i put trust before love u put love before trust in the end we put ourselves behind.
