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51 days ago
it's been (almost) officially 2 weeks since i came down bristol. honestly i didn't think too much what this meant to me then. now thinking back, i cannot find a satisfactory answer. changes? i can't deny that there were changes made to my life, in fact almost in every aspect. i'm now a qualified trainer! well without practise i did try to go out on those bar crawl days, but i'm only me. i don't believe in going out so that you can make friends sort of things for freshers... it may be true but sorry i'm only not a fan. you only get to meet your real friends when you are being you, when you feel comfortable where you are at. as with the majority of others, i do not care. a friend was telling me how hard she found the situation she was in when she had to compromise to ensure others were having fun so that she wouldn't lose them as 'friends'. miserable was the word describing that situation. i certainly wasn't 'been there done that', but, i said to her and to myself then, you ...
78 days ago
you should see it... it's filled with reminders like birthdays, student fairs, freshers week activities, things to be done before moving off, websites to be checked, online registration dates, numbers to be dialed, sessions to attend plus time, documents required for each... and i'm sure there are many more since i haven't finished making sense of the faculty registration pack just yet... Gosh i give up. well nearly.
101 days ago
I'm going to Bristol as i wished which is good and i'm happy about it. it's just... i'm not as excited as i should be. i'm not going to be bitter about this one mark crisis. i got in after all. guess it just gave me some sort of excuse to let myself get out what has been repressed for so long. i don't understand why this ALWAYS happen to me! i thought i totally messed up my maths exam because there were only 4 questions and i couldn't do half of them. i tried my best anyway but i never thought it'd came up to be 100%... crazy world. i totally do NOT believe it. got full mark for psychology again :) i knew i did well so it wasn't a shock (well even if it was, it would be a nice one). so that leaves business... i did good in unit 6 but somehow just don't understand why everybody got rubbish grades in unit 5... like literally everybody. even people outside cokethorpe who did business. but i got a good grade overall which was a relieve (well kind of)... if you call that is. ...
