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1114 days ago
I have always had an ambivelant feeling about November. It is a great month because it was in this month that I was born, I celebrate a birthday soon (29th, if you care) but also it is almost the end of another year a time when i start to reflect on what I have achieved or failed to achieve. For the most part I find myself happy to have survived. I think that I am worried that I may not have reached my full potential and this worries me. All this worry used to cause me a great deal of stress and frustration but as I have gained a certain amount of age and a lot of perspective I realise that I need to pour my stress, irrational insecurities and open hostility out on to other people. That way i don't have to think about the possibility that I may explode. November has always done this to me. I become a soul searching, pessamist with a need to say woe is me. This year however I am determined to change the pattern that has blighted my otherwise happy life. I have two blogs which I can ...
